Nope. Not last night. Maybe tonight. I think almost all the girls at this club are on drugs. Which is fine for them…..but annoying for me. I’m just tired of girls I don’t know deciding we are best friends cuz she is coked out and I’m nice. Argh. Learn to be mean flame…..mean…..

Okay. First show tonight. Lets see how it goes. I’m gonna try and hang upside down. That is all I want. I can’t hustle, I can’t rip guys off, but goddamnit by the end of this trip I WILL have hung upside down, spinning on the pole. I WILL.

Airplanes airplanes airplanes. I hate southwest if I have to stay on it for more than two hours. Any more than that, and I want to run up and down the aisle slapping peoples chairs….but I don’t. I will sit here patiently and curse myself for forgetting to get chewing tobacco. Just one little dip. I’d probably be a lot nicer.

Ended up goin to SD last night instead of kickin it at her pad. I don’t know, just felt the need to bounce. I don’t like staying at peoples houses. I like to do my work and go. But if I did stay at anybody’s it would be hers. She is such a sweetie. Sweet sweet sweet….I ended up getting my AVN dress today, from the make-up artist though. Stoked. one of a kind. Not your average beezy. Also had a blast with Kelly doing this poker shit….no idea where that’s going.

Ended up goin to SD last night instead of kickin it at her pad. I don’t know, just felt the need to bounce. I don’t like staying at peoples houses. I like to do my work and go. But if I did stay at anybody’s it would be hers. She is such a sweetie. Sweet sweet sweet….I ended up getting my AVN dress today, from the make-up artist though. Stoked. one of a kind. Not your average beezy. Also had a blast with Kelly doing this poker shit….no idea where that’s going.

Goin out to Corona to shoot with Kelly Madison. I think its some soft core thing on the first day….I’m gonna stay out there tonight and work again with her tomorrow….shouold be lovely. I swear to god her tits are so huge….fuckin casabas melons

Did the easiest gig today. A new photographer named jeff seltzer, recently retired from the real job to start a life of sin….hahahha…now seriously folks, he was a nice guy. But strangest thing. SO I was supposed to do “simulated” g/g with Jenna Prestley, but for some reason, she left pretty much right when I showed up. Strange. Well, either way, it was a dope easy shoot, and I’d do it again with the quickness. But for now, I’m gonna watch south park, and let my night wind down like an old record. Actually, I’m waiting for someone to come snuggle me, an unnamed man if you must….and he is running later than a motherfucker. Just wait flame, he will come. If you call them, the snuggles will come….ohhh…..

Finally, a day to do nothing. Nothing at all. Well, run errands and finally do all the fucking laundry that has been piling up in my bedroom. But other than that, I just painted. Figured it’s probably the best thing. Food delivered, not too many cigarettes…..just painting. Ahhh….finally.

Worked for playgirl today, with a good man named Grant Michaels…. Sexy beast. It’s funny, he was asking me if I feature, and I said, I’m not real good at hustling fools, and he said that’s why he quit stripping too….
Fuckin porn.
Bringing fools together for years

Definitely went out and got a little shitty last night…but you’d be so proud of me, I’m not drunk driving anywhere, ANYWHERE so I drunk walked home and it was fabulous, and I had a breakfast burrito on the way there, spilling red hot sauce all over my fuckin shirt, and laughing about it until I woke up and realized it was everywhere. Good one Flame. Way to laugh so hard you spill burrito AND hotsauce everywhere, tits are like a fuckin shelf, they just catch everything I drop, which is pretty much everything. So I think in actuality, I didn’t eat a burrito. I merely put it on the shelf. Ha. Throw that shirt away.