http://clubpenny.com/1/blog Just another WordPress weblog Tue, 29 Jan 2008 16:13:37 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en The age old desire. the need for everything.....my cake, and eating it, and rolling in it, and possibly having sex in it, on it, around it or near it. Speaking of cake, I had the most amazing Chocolate Lava cake from my favorite wine bar (right down the street from ... http://clubpenny.com/1/blog/?p=370 Finally got to sleep in my own bed last night. Not that I mind sharing a bed with the very lovely sexy man I've been sharing sleeping quarters with, but there is nothing like being able to stretch out and sleep like a starfish (arms out, flat on my tummy, ... http://clubpenny.com/1/blog/?p=369 It started with a kiss. Anybody who has read my blog knows that this is about my most recent fantasy man, Diamond. Diamond and I have been off and on for awhile now, more off than on lately, but with the power of text messaging and a couple days spent ... http://clubpenny.com/1/blog/?p=368 In fact, I may have to say I'm feeling downright horny. It seems like its been a long time since I've gotten down and dirty and been properly fucked. Like I good 45 minute session, where its just hot and heavy. Sweaty and exhausting. Interesting. I'm not quite sure what ... http://clubpenny.com/1/blog/?p=367 I feel like this whole month has just been on blast. Constant, full throttle, no breaks, no breathing, just time to move forward. Which is exactly what I need. Over the past two months, I have felt things crumbling at my fingertips. My friendships, friends, work, living situation, general happiness,... ... http://clubpenny.com/1/blog/?p=366 I won!!!!! I won the two that I really wanted to win....So fucking stoked. Okay okay okay, let me slow down, write you all about my week, here out in Vegas at the AVN convention. This year I decided that since I had the honor of being nominated for so many ... http://clubpenny.com/1/blog/?p=365 It started with a kiss. A funny kiss that didn't make sense. A kiss that meant so much more, and stood simply as an open door. It started with a kiss, and that one little kiss, (and almost two years of emotional devotion (positive or negative, both parties must admit ... http://clubpenny.com/1/blog/?p=364 it started with a kiss on our date to sushi a couple weeks ago. A kiss and a hug that left us both feeling awkward and unsettled. Unsatisfied. A couple dreams about him, a couple silly text, and some falling stars made it obvious that the proverbial flame was ... http://clubpenny.com/1/blog/?p=363 Recently I had been struggling with some petty shit, mostly involving the "aging process" and difficulty losing weight, some pictures that I saw of myself were less than satisfactory. I joined a diet program and went to bed last night worried about how I would take to it, how I ... http://clubpenny.com/1/blog/?p=362 after a ton of baking, and a lot of work on something I should have been working on constantly anyway, I am starting to feel as though it all may be worth it after all. I've realized a few important things in this week of confusion, sorrow, and loss. I've ... http://clubpenny.com/1/blog/?p=361